COMPLETENESS & DENIAL

Completeness is the constant aching fact of life. The world is our medium of recovery and all that occurs is perfectly balanced to heal; all spaces are filled as completeness hunts its own.

       Completeness is the elementary archetype of everything.

Every individual is complete. But our denial has isolated us into singular units that are defined by incompleteness. We hold fast to our states of denial and as they solidify, so also follows the means of dissolution – we are a complete package. There is no way around this interrelation and it presents a most curious debacle because, that which is denied, does not remain like a beggar at the gate. It joins with the rejections from all other individuals to become a singular force of such power that it controls all who are unaware of the exchange. 
       This ignominious force is our healing possibility; our poisoned antidote. It does not have a body because it has everybody. It is born from all that we ignore and therefore is a force of ignorance. It works within each and all to maintain the ignorance that defines its life, thus it is a watchdog for our states of denial. This ubiquitous force thrives in darkness and its work is everywhere to be seen in the divisions that plague our world.

Understanding eternal recurrence is the key to our recovery but, the cumulative force of our denial keeps the information under lock and key.
 
Repeat: we are complete and our incompleteness is the result of deferment. The ‘deferred’ gathers to become the unified sum of our loss and our diminishment in the face of this loss is as, a spark to a fire or, a pebble to a beach. The controlling magnitude of this force is evident by the fact that we are not even aware of its existence. It couldn’t possibly be closer to us yet we can’t see it. It lives through our lives and its power is only in darkness. Our education is its Achilles heel and when we become aware of who we are we will shed light on this ignominious force and accept it as our own creation thereby transforming it. But the gaining of this education is easier said than done because it requires information heretofore unknown and still unavailable to us unless we can humbly accept our relationship to the fiercely protective potency of our denial. 
       In order to take responsibility for this debacle we have to see ourselves differently. The energy devil lives within our minds and just like us, it has no awareness of who it is. Just like us, it will defend who it is not. But, unlike us, it has no possibility of salvation until we recognize it for what it is - our antidote. Therein lies the rub; our catch-22.
       It takes great courage to center on who we are because the force we apply against achieving it is beyond any power imaginable. This is a great embarrassment for us but true nonetheless. This force is our own ignorant watchdog doing its job at our behest. We create it and it remains for us to train it to do our bidding, instead of the other way around. To drive our own experience we first have to accept our own offence and this acceptance comes only from the knowledge of who we are; the knowledge that we are already complete.
       Please have the courage to study this information because, limited as it may be, it nonetheless contains the truth as never presented before. Please have patience with my limited attempts at explanation and work with me. 
       I promise that when you are through you will indeed be powerful beyond your wildest imagination, and furthermore, this power will totally be focused on goodness. Truly you will become a healer of the world and you can still polish the Hummer on Saturday’s.  

THE NEGATIVE ADVANTAGE

We are, without exception and at all times, complete. And the name of our completeness is Love. When we come to energy we separate from Love and thereby reduce ourselves to become like the isolated units in a common soup - a soup that has control over all that is the sum of its parts. This is the negative advantage.

Beware!
If you steep yourself in acid
You’re going to be burned and assimilated 
This is the way of acid
Acid is acid - it doesn’t know any better.
If you steep yourself in energy 
You’re going to be burned and assimilated 
 This is the way of energy 
Energy is energy - it doesn’t know any better.

The word ‘soup’ is a metaphor that describes our power relationship with the negative entity we create as a result of our denial. The power disparity is so enormous that it can’t be contained. Consequently, this entity is omnipresent and in complete control. 
       However, in spite of this overwhelming advantage it is nonetheless a force of ignorance and does not know that its purpose is to affect our return to Love. It only knows that it is alive and powerful and that it will protect its life. And so it uses its advantages to direct us away from discovering who we are - for therein, it believes, lies its death; the death of ignorance. 
       This entity is equally as ignorant as it is powerful and it has no possibility of learning its true identity until we teach it. Repeat: this entity is a natural response to our rejection and because it is our very own it is therefore completely dependent on us for its education – our education. Our completeness unleashes this powerful antidote in order to recover us to Love and nothing that happens in its course is less than perfectly necessary. Love is never cruel. When we finally wake up and learn who we are we will engage a shift from negative to positive that marks the beginning of our contribution to the human solution.  

Energy’s control over our experience is so complete that awareness of it is practically nullified in human consciousness.